My life now.
6 days no gym if I don’t go by Thursday. Fuck
Jimmy Fallon (on marriage)
I know that I’m hard to love. Some days I’m all smiles and affection and then other days there’s nothing I want more than to be quiet and lie in bed.
Sometimes I get angry about stupid things and won’t want to talk to you. Other days I’ll think that you’re the most perfect person in the world.
Please don’t give up on me. I know it’s not easy but I’ll always come back to you.
All my life I always asked myself why I was attracted to both sexes. However I denied the attraction I had towards women because it was and still is considered taboo and my religion does not condone it. I remember all the times my parents would pull out harsh remarks towards gays and lesbians which made me deny my sexuality. As time went on I met a guy, we dated and fell in love, but it did not work out because I met someone that made me feel different. I managed to catch feelings for a woman. At first I was trying to convince myself that I did not like her what so ever, but the feelings and connection was there. Don’t get me wrong, I loved my ex boyfriend dearly, but the connection I had with her was strong. I made a decision and ended my relationship with him to go after her. Through it all I was able to discover my true self and grow from it. I am happy where I am. There’s nothing else I would change. When people said that true love conquers all I feel that it is true. I used to be afraid and ashamed about my feelings, but I no longer have that fear. I met someone that is worth the fight. I can proudly say that I am happy where I am, with her by my side. I know that this path will be one of the hardest things that I will have to go through but I believe great things come with a price. All this time I have been trying to put others’ happiness ahead of mine, however I feel that it is time to put my happiness first.
Biggie Bounce (Feat Angger Dimas and Travis Porter) - Diplo
Can you see it?
The worst is over
The monsters in my head are scared of love
Fallen people listen up!
It’s never too late to change our luck
So, don’t let them steal your light
Don’t let them break your stride
There is light on the other side
And you’ll see all the raindrops falling behind
It’s a revolution
Make it out tonight
It’s a revolution
I need to invest in good gym shoes and cute workout clothes.
Officially addicted to running and weightlifting. The hard part is maintaining the diet.
But I’m doing decent so far, I know I could do better. :3